Future lays on our hands and not by prediction

DO YOU REALLY WANT TO KNOW WHAT LAYS IN FRONT OF YOU IN THE FUTURE? WHAT WILL YOU BE AND WHO WILL YOU  BE? TO BE SOMEBODY OR NOBODY IS YOU YOURSELF THAT YOU NEED TO FACE. MENTALITY OF A HUMAN MIND WORKS IN A WAY OF LYING TO THEMSELVES IS CONSIDERED A WAY TO BOOST THEIR CONFIDENCE, HOW FUNNY WOULD THAT BE. 

WHAT IS IT LIKE TO PREDICT YOUR OWN FUTURE? NAH FOR ME, I WOULD WANT IT TO BE MYSTERIOUS. KNOWING THE FUTURE THAT WOULD HAPPEN MAKES US TO THINK SO MUCH, NERVOUS AND SLEEPLESS NIGHTS TOO. SO DONT WORRY SO MUCH AS I BELIEVE EVRYTHING WILL FALL IN WHEN YOU TAKE THE INITIATIVE TO SET THE 1ST FEW PIECES OF THE PUZZLE.

8th of anniversary and sweet!

Funny iT has bEEN alreadY 8 MONTHS and iT FEELS LIKE IT JUST HAPPENNED YESTERDAY. WE LITERALLY WENT TO SHOGUN JAPANESE BUFFET IN 1 UTAMA TO CELEBRATE COS WE WERENT UNABLE TO BOOK FOR TENJI, THE FOOD THERE WAS NOT UP TO EXPECTATION REALLY. BUT WE DID ENJOY THE OUTING. BUSY WITH WORK, BOTH OF US REALLY NEED TIME TO DE-STRESS OURSELVES. 

Starting to miss college..

These few dayz kept thinking how many days left for me to leave my current job.  I'm actually working for a JAPANESE health company called HealthSeed, been working for 2 months already. STARTING TO FEEL BORING. ANYWAY MY HP'S SOFTWARE IS CORRUPTED SO ALL MY CONTACTS MISSING SO I NEED TO GET ALL MY CONTACTS FROM MY FRIENDS IN FB. SO I START SENDING MSG TO COLLECT AND AT THE SAME TIME GET IN TOUCH WITH THEM. THAT'S WHY ALL OF US MISS EACH OTHER  AND COMPLAIN FOR HAVING TO LONG HOLIDAY.

everything you do makes it easier to fall in love with you.

EVERYTIME YOU DO SOMETHING, MY HEART BEATS FASTER. BEING WITH YOU GIVING ME FEELING OF THE FIRST LOVE. IM GLAD I HAVE MET YOU.

Life during Final, and After Final.

2nd Year Final has started on 1st of April 2010.. It actually creep me out with fear of not getting high marks for it.. I have been thinking what happens after final where I have 4 months of holiday before degree starts on the August.. Should I be continuing Degree in the Taylors or should I pursue it in other institution..?

Definition of college is to pursue studies and make new friends. For me, going to college is to study then making new friends like other people. Am I with the problem of making new friends or are the others having problem of making friends with me?

Seriously I admitted that I was not into making friends with others as I have high expectation on myself in studies. But I have changed.. And now I have college friends which only labeled as college friend rather than friend as we only speak of studies.. Am I only available of being a college friend... I really wonder..

Talking to a friend which used to dislike my personality of being hard and high expectation on group assignment acknowledge of how much I have changed..

He said he like me better now than previous.. It shows how much I have changed..

I really do like myself now..

X.O.X.O

Prove???

On the 08th of January 2010, started a fear in me after I received a news..
Is it really true?? What is really happening...a ploy...??
I never expected that this would happen.. a shock.. What is the My Past and My friend trying to prove?

My Past dated a friend of mine.. which A person that I would never expected my Past will date..and as for her, she never forget her Past of love... What are both of them trying to do?
Is Past trying to hurt my friend to have revenge of me hurting him... or Is she thinking that being with my Past really able to hurt her Past...?      I really dont know..

I really hope that fingers crossed that everything will turn out to be wrong and I think too much...which turns out they are happy together...

If it ends badly, Past will make her hating me and the friendship is gone...or if her telling Past that she has not forgotten her Past (which is higher percentage of happening), My Past will end up hating my relationship even more..

                                               Fingers Crossed...

M.I.S.T of L.O.V.E!

In the past, Being taken granted for is who I am. I was the string doll being ordered and dragged around. No longer know what is myself anymore. Lost in direction and separate myself into pieces is how I lived. Appreciation meant nothing for people who I cared and loved for.This is the world I was living in during the past.

Big courage taken to leave the past. It is the choice I made as I believe future would be better is all the H.O.P.E I need. Past always thinks that I am cruel of leaving but never thought of things that had happened. I walked away with dignity as I believe I have done my part well enough.

The day I went away leaving Past, I have nothing. When I met You, I was filled with happiness. The day You express yourself to me, it was the starting point of my life. I felt my heart beats and melted in the same time. A feeling of I, myself could not express. I was myself again when I am with You as You are the half soul that I was searching for all this while.

Our love story starts with a wonderful introduction. The word of I L.O.V.E YOU may sounds ordinary to other people but to me, I felt the world was spinning around with the pictures of you when you said it to me for the first time. Loving you is a wonderful thing to do But being loved by You is the greatest thing that ever happened to Me as it is You who completes Me. You showed me the route of happiness by holding my hands to walk together. The way I felt for You is something I could not explain but it will not change. 


Sometimes I feel :
The way You look at Me is like a blind man who sees the sun for the first time,
The way You touch Me is like a drug addict who found his personal brand of heroin,
The way You protect Me is like I am your Life.

As for me, Time will show You how much do I L.O.V.E YOU,  Edward Chew..

BESTIES'S DAY

On last saturday, I met my two besties (lp and cc) and alex-bro....Imagine so long we have not met each other..(a month plus) I had the chance to meet lp's bf alvin. Did not give me a wrong impression. But haha through our conversation he is a naughty-goody boy it seems. He knows the price of the prostitute in serembam is cheaper.
We teased and said that lp gonna make him tell the truth when they go home...poor alvin. I don know what is the poor guy's fate..

To Alvin please treasure lp with all your heart because she deserves all the love in the world. And if you do not do so...hmmm SERIOUSLY I really do not know what will happen to you!!??

I was really happy that i met them. it felt like home in the arms of them.
i used to think how will the life of living outside rather than home will feels like. And I finally got the chance to try. But after trying I can tell you that I RATHER stay home for the rest of my life than being stay outside. The warmness of home is truly different after experienced staying outside.

Finally i am shifting back home already and i will not think of staying outside anymore. Daddy I AM BACK!!!!!!!

WEEKEND...

Haha...weekend is coming but it is not happy as before.. this is because this weekend need to study for final term exam..
term 4 exam not that easy as there are many management subject...
after this no holiday as well as i am going for training..
no sure will it be hard but same time excited as there will be challenges.